I just need to get this out... One of the people I love most in the world hasn't talked to me since my birthday... 6 months. I broke his heart... I really don't know how to fix it... or if I ever can. One of my most recent poems is about him... God, I wish you knew how much you mean to me! So, this is the email I JUST sent him...
Hey xxxxx,
I could start this by saying "it's been awhile"... but it's been done. And, it seems you have intentionally stopped talking to me... Because it's not "like" you to not even call...
So I'm going to make this short.
I miss you.... soo much.
You were the BEST friend I've ever had... and at times, more...
I miss all those weekends we were together... and the phone calls late at night. Hell, even the drinking. The loud music/TV/Call of Duty, and the bitchy neighbors... some of the best days of my life.
I can't get you out of my head... I worry. I hope you're living your dream...
I miss your insight and extraordinary intelligence... More than you could know.
I feel like shit... as I'm sure I should... maybe in another universe the stars were aligned? (I'm sorry... more than I've ever been... but you've gotta know how much this hurts!)
I need closure if you're going to continue with not talking to me... Seriously. Please just call so I can say goodbye... My number hasn't changed... (780-xxx-xxxx)
I love you, always have... Take that any way you want to...
I just always want to know that you're ok, and that your finally happy...
Please, at the very least, write back... Even if it's to say "Fuck You!!"...
Val








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If wings were all we needed to fly, then it wouldn't be so hard.
I looked through your gallery earlier today and couldn't help noticing how effing good you're getting! Like WOW!!!!
I really haven't done anything, except for a few poems, in what seems like forever... But coming online for the first time in about 8 months (I know, I'm a bad deviant... wasting my subscription like that!) has made me realize how much I miss being creative... So, as soon as my new apartment is unpacked (I just moved for the ninth time in 3 years... yuck), I'm gonna get crackin' and do something new. I think my first project is to do a new and improved version of my Waitress pic... that damned thing is so old! And it kinda hurts to look at it... lol.
Anyways, it's great to see a truly familiar face here
Take care, and be well
Val
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It is no measure of good health to live in a sick society. ~Krishnamurti
By the way, YOU ARE GORGEOUS in your pictures!!!!
Nic
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If wings were all we needed to fly, then it wouldn't be so hard.
I went through a weird "self destructive" phase and deleted sooo much stuff... and now I regret it terribly...
Also, I don't have a scanner, which makes it difficult to get my work up anyways
I think that may be something I have to work on...
Because, damn it, I have some good stuff that needs to go up!!
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It is no measure of good health to live in a sick society. ~Krishnamurti
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If wings were all we needed to fly, then it wouldn't be so hard.
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- How to make emoticons
- Software for making emoticons
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Don't push the red button!!
On your birthday, special one,
I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.
On your day I wish for you, favorite people to embrace,
Loving smiles and caring looks,
That earthly gifts cannot replace.
I wish you fine and simple pleasures
I wish you many years of laughter
I wish you all of life's best treasures
I wish you happily ever after!
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Love that lives in the heart cannot be so easily terminated by time. Even though the encounter is brief its impression shall last a lifetime. No one can change the direction of love that lives in the heart. If you have loved that in itself is the answer.
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Just encase you didnt know >_n
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