Running
Faint
Screaming
And alone.
I cant catch you
Like the many times before
My legs grow weary,
My heart is numb,
And Stop.
I can go no more.
This game,
As in a dream,
Was fun so many years ago
But I cant keep up with you
And your fire
No longer keeps me warm.
Fall,
Still,
The dewy grass beneath my cheek
I dont know how I got this far
When
All the while
I felt so small and weak.
Didnt you hear me?
I called your name so loud!
I swear the angels sang,
your praises rang,
But now,
Youve let me down
What you have, I needed
But it was never mine to take
So I wandered down a different p
Love Letter to the Moon by elisar-azalea2, literature
Literature
Love Letter to the Moon
Sparkle
Invincible
And you see
Down,
Drip,
Waxing when I wane
There you are.
Steady,
Sturdy
Taking all the blame
I will steal from you
The things that make you great
Just give me a kiss
And Ill give it all back.
So cold,
Up there,
So alone,
Surrounded by things that dont make sense
I dont believe in angels
But you seem to have wings
I dont know where you got that halo
Its not the one I gave you.
Theres someone else .
Torture.
Red Harvest.
Pain.
Black and empty.
I still want you
And when I look away
I feel
And I know
You sorta want me too.
Shock
I swallowed the ice
Whole
And it is stuck
Cold sweat
What the hell?
This isnt supposed to-
Not allowed to
Happen
Superman was
Supposed to live
That black ice
Green light
STOP!
Turned red
I turned and read
That you....
Pulse
Bump bump BOOM!
All over
And accross
Our hearts ache
Spinning heads
HELLO
You are here
Sigh
Sign says dead
But you are there
Smiling like you always do
Imperfect things
Broken dreams
Glow
Where did you think-
Purple skies for mourning
Black branches for effect
WAIT!
Crazy
I miss you...
And you don`t remember
The times you-
Hurt...
Where did the sunshine go
This time
I
Of course
this has always been
what it has been about
of course you'll be invited
to my wedding when I marry
because
it will also be your wedding day
if it happens at all
When Ros sang of tigerlilies
and white dresses
and you sat there with her,
away from me,
(ashamed?)
you looked at me
only for a moment,
but that moment stuck
and it stung.
Of course
my drink disappeared
too quickly
and my pen scribbled words too harsh
and the art on the walls came to life
and criticized me
as your eyes did.
Of course,
this has always been
what it has been about.
I Love The Way You Lean In... by elisar-azalea2, literature
Literature
I Love The Way You Lean In...
I love the way you lean in
after I've had one too many
and you say "be safe..."
and "you look good in that jacket"
It makes me feel,
even if for a moment,
that you care
more than you really do.
I love the way you told her,
you told me,
that I was your closest friend out here
and you smiled at me
and the heavens opened up.
You sat there with your orange juice
nearly ignoring her tea,
fixated on my Bacardi
And the way you complimented my painting
thinking it was something printed from a computer
and not produced by human hands
the way you studied it
and wondered
and asked me
if it was watercolor
and the way your eyes chan
Tipping and turning
my mind is in overdrive
waltzing behind me
is pain from another life
another time and place
dancing in wide circles,
with movements lacking grace.
If misery is company
why am I so alone
fighting the darkness
with no one beside me; on my own
I'm tired and confused here
lost in my head
trying to figure out where
I chose this dead end.
I can't shut my mind off,
and I can't turn it down
Why can't I bear my thoughts
Oh, I can't stand the sound!
I always knew this day would come
you told me
But why did it have to come so soon,
so in the moment
that I needed you most...
Is that the reason?
It makes so much sense to me
yet no sense at all
You could have at least warned me
and said
that you would not be coming back
What will it take
(must I do nothing?)
to have you back in my life,
even if only for awhile?
I need to know you are safe,
that you still care,
and that I will be able to find you next time
I need to know
I need you to hear these things
and what I had,
still have (too hopeful?),
to say at tea
I was to be rid of my chains,
but now, it seems,
you are rid
Burn down the house
Because there is a wedding
A necessary weeding
Of two souls
United by salt
(and a hint of lime,
Which, you know,
Is regret)
Sour and dripping
Like wax from the sun
Creating silk puddles
Of straw,
So you know,
That yellow
is not her hair
but, in time,
it wont appear, even,
to be there.
Burn down the bridge
Because of a beheading
A mandatory seeding
Of life interrupted
Combined with grief
(and a hint of thyme,
Which, of course,
Burns)
Black and dusting
Flaked like the corn
Breaking your incense
In multiples,
With wings,
Swimmingly,
To the sky,
As in a book,
A god named Pepper
Is stil
Running
Faint
Screaming
And alone.
I cant catch you
Like the many times before
My legs grow weary,
My heart is numb,
And Stop.
I can go no more.
This game,
As in a dream,
Was fun so many years ago
But I cant keep up with you
And your fire
No longer keeps me warm.
Fall,
Still,
The dewy grass beneath my cheek
I dont know how I got this far
When
All the while
I felt so small and weak.
Didnt you hear me?
I called your name so loud!
I swear the angels sang,
your praises rang,
But now,
Youve let me down
What you have, I needed
But it was never mine to take
So I wandered down a different p
Love Letter to the Moon by elisar-azalea2, literature
Literature
Love Letter to the Moon
Sparkle
Invincible
And you see
Down,
Drip,
Waxing when I wane
There you are.
Steady,
Sturdy
Taking all the blame
I will steal from you
The things that make you great
Just give me a kiss
And Ill give it all back.
So cold,
Up there,
So alone,
Surrounded by things that dont make sense
I dont believe in angels
But you seem to have wings
I dont know where you got that halo
Its not the one I gave you.
Theres someone else .
Torture.
Red Harvest.
Pain.
Black and empty.
I still want you
And when I look away
I feel
And I know
You sorta want me too.
Shock
I swallowed the ice
Whole
And it is stuck
Cold sweat
What the hell?
This isnt supposed to-
Not allowed to
Happen
Superman was
Supposed to live
That black ice
Green light
STOP!
Turned red
I turned and read
That you....
Pulse
Bump bump BOOM!
All over
And accross
Our hearts ache
Spinning heads
HELLO
You are here
Sigh
Sign says dead
But you are there
Smiling like you always do
Imperfect things
Broken dreams
Glow
Where did you think-
Purple skies for mourning
Black branches for effect
WAIT!
Crazy
I miss you...
And you don`t remember
The times you-
Hurt...
Where did the sunshine go
This time
I
Of course
this has always been
what it has been about
of course you'll be invited
to my wedding when I marry
because
it will also be your wedding day
if it happens at all
When Ros sang of tigerlilies
and white dresses
and you sat there with her,
away from me,
(ashamed?)
you looked at me
only for a moment,
but that moment stuck
and it stung.
Of course
my drink disappeared
too quickly
and my pen scribbled words too harsh
and the art on the walls came to life
and criticized me
as your eyes did.
Of course,
this has always been
what it has been about.
I Love The Way You Lean In... by elisar-azalea2, literature
Literature
I Love The Way You Lean In...
I love the way you lean in
after I've had one too many
and you say "be safe..."
and "you look good in that jacket"
It makes me feel,
even if for a moment,
that you care
more than you really do.
I love the way you told her,
you told me,
that I was your closest friend out here
and you smiled at me
and the heavens opened up.
You sat there with your orange juice
nearly ignoring her tea,
fixated on my Bacardi
And the way you complimented my painting
thinking it was something printed from a computer
and not produced by human hands
the way you studied it
and wondered
and asked me
if it was watercolor
and the way your eyes chan
Tipping and turning
my mind is in overdrive
waltzing behind me
is pain from another life
another time and place
dancing in wide circles,
with movements lacking grace.
If misery is company
why am I so alone
fighting the darkness
with no one beside me; on my own
I'm tired and confused here
lost in my head
trying to figure out where
I chose this dead end.
I can't shut my mind off,
and I can't turn it down
Why can't I bear my thoughts
Oh, I can't stand the sound!
I always knew this day would come
you told me
But why did it have to come so soon,
so in the moment
that I needed you most...
Is that the reason?
It makes so much sense to me
yet no sense at all
You could have at least warned me
and said
that you would not be coming back
What will it take
(must I do nothing?)
to have you back in my life,
even if only for awhile?
I need to know you are safe,
that you still care,
and that I will be able to find you next time
I need to know
I need you to hear these things
and what I had,
still have (too hopeful?),
to say at tea
I was to be rid of my chains,
but now, it seems,
you are rid
Burn down the house
Because there is a wedding
A necessary weeding
Of two souls
United by salt
(and a hint of lime,
Which, you know,
Is regret)
Sour and dripping
Like wax from the sun
Creating silk puddles
Of straw,
So you know,
That yellow
is not her hair
but, in time,
it wont appear, even,
to be there.
Burn down the bridge
Because of a beheading
A mandatory seeding
Of life interrupted
Combined with grief
(and a hint of thyme,
Which, of course,
Burns)
Black and dusting
Flaked like the corn
Breaking your incense
In multiples,
With wings,
Swimmingly,
To the sky,
As in a book,
A god named Pepper
Is stil
Current Residence: Edmonton, Alberta Favourite genre of music: metal/rock/alternative Favourite photographer: Robb McCaghren Wallpaper of choice: retro Skin of choice: freckled and pale ;) Favourite cartoon character: Betty Boop Personal Quote: Every artist paints himself, but who gave him the damned brushes?
Favourite Visual Artist
Van Gogh, Allison Tunis
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Tori Amos, Nirvana, Blue October, Metric, Alkaline Trio, Marilyn Manson
Favourite Writers
Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac, Emily Bronte, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Matthew Capowski
Favourite Gaming Platform
wii
Tools of the Trade
Everything :P
Other Interests
the arts, friendship, psychology, philosophy, silence, dreaming
Hey all :)
From now on, I will be using a new account on dA...
if you want to follow me, I'm here ---> http://anisia-gypsy.deviantart.com/
be well.
Val
I just need to get this out... One of the people I love most in the world hasn't talked to me since my birthday... 6 months. I broke his heart... I really don't know how to fix it... or if I ever can. One of my most recent poems is about him... God, I wish you knew how much you mean to me! So, this is the email I JUST sent him...
:blackrose:
Hey xxxxx,
I could start this by saying "it's been awhile"... but it's been done. And, it seems you have intentionally stopped talking to me... Because it's not "like" you to not even call...
So I'm going to make this short.
I miss you.... soo much.
You were the BEST friend I've ever had... and at t
It's May 25th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!
Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team
--- Birthdays Team This birthday greeting was brought to you by: KoudelkaW
It's May 25th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!
Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team
--- Birthdays Team This birthday greeting was brought to you by: =hiddendelights